fine art

New Year, Rebirth

Resolutions, 2018

 

A little late for myself, nevertheless I'm doing this! YES, another post about New Years. Ha! But still here it is. It feels almost incomplete without it...

and last year went by for me, in a blur--a big big blur. This year in order to hold myself accountable, and be able to look back, I am writing out my intentions for the next year,

as both a creative and a human being.

Here they are in no particular order 

  1. Start working with motion again
  2. Create one self portrait a week
  3. No instagram looking at night in bed; pick up books again, watch documentaries instead
  4. Write in a journal at least twice a week
  5. Finish 4 Family Albums for Billy
  6. Have a more carbon conscience diet, less red meat
  7. Bring my camera on more everyday events, stop relying on my cellphone camera, document what might seem mundane
  8. Connect with more local people
  9. Find a charity that I can become passionate about
  10. Wear heels more
  11. Connect even more with the people I'm shooting
  12. Allow more spontaneity to occur in my daily life
  13. Continue to take care of my body
  14. Read more ART books!
  15. See more Art
  16. Continue to learn experiment with cooking and new recipes
  17. Make my work more like the masters
  18. Ignore any fear
  19. Show more women how beautiful they are
  20. Look for, find, be, and create the beauty in a sometimes dark world

A bit of a manifesto for the new year. Like a giant todo list for me. I'm so happy I'm writing it here! What are your guys'?

Wishing all the success in yours on this time of new birth...

"The only way to deal with an unfree world

is to become

absolutely free

that your very existence

is an act of

rebellion."

-Albert Camus

Romantic San Juan Capistrano Wedding - Mikaylah + Evan - Orange County

This was one of those weddings were I went home and I was so happy with what I do. I am a firm believer that photography should be one of the biggest investments in your life. It might be from the many many times my family would look through the giant albums my mom made, but photographs have always been a big part of my life. I love looking back and being able to recall a memory because of a photograph or asking about an image that goes beyond me and learning something about my family history. When I began photographing weddings, I felt like a part of history. These are the images tell a family's real story.

Mikaylah and Evan's wedding was by far a favorite of mine. There was so much family, so much love throughout the day. The baby of all her sisters, Mikaylah was surrounded by her best friends for life. As the evening progressed the bride and groom danced surrounded by all their nieces and nephews. It was truly a sweet, sweet affair that will be remembered fondly from all different perspectives, all different generations.

Below are some highlights...

 

 

 

 

 

Some reception fun...

 

 

Venue: Plaza de Magdalena 

Coordinator: EVENTS by Robin

Photography: Sidney Kraemer

Videographer: Ellie Meade

DJ + Lighting: VOX DJs

Florist: Fantasy Floral

Hair: Dry Bar

Cake/Desserts: Nothing Bundt Cake

Officiant: Jeremiah Ramer

 

Painted Gems

For those of you that don't know, over the last couple months I have had the privilege of being part of parsonsxteenvogue. I absolutely love, love learning and am always looking for ways to educate myself further, expand, and continue to be well rounded. When I heard that Parsons School of Design was partnering with Teen Vogue I immediately wanted to find out more about the program. The two icons of the fashion industry decided to get together and offer a boat load of information and as someone who shoots fashion, I thought it would be valuable to know more about each facet. While I primarily deal with a finished product before it goes out to consumers, It has been both eye-opening and inspiring to see the makings of this vast enterprise.

Recently we had the opportunity to make our own product. If y'all follow me on instagram you were able to see the final product of my own concept over there. For those of you that missed it check out the picture below.

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Inspired by an image I took of the American flag, I just kept mulling over the blue and the stars-Stars and shinning. Sparkles. Diamonds. Shine bright like a diamond-my mind is friggin crazy but let's not get into that. Without millions of dollars to spend on diamonds I thought of my options and the idea to paint the entire necklace came to me. I wanted to be obvious it was painted and lots of canvas to show.

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I had lots of fun with the details. A huge fan of bows, a big black ribbon was used to tie it around the neck. To secure the ribbon, I found a couple beautiful abalone shells (in the back drawer of my closet) and hand sewed them on with a thick gold thread.

It was so good to use my hands in a different way than usual and get back to my fine art roots in painting. As an artist I am super proned to self-loathing and criticizing, definitely my own worst critic, but I am so happy to wear this necklace I am thinking to create a few for some last minute holidays gifts!